Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Everything changes

It's a constant process -- trying to figure out where you are, trying to decide where you are going and the best way to get there. I miss writing here, but a lack of clarity about my purpose and direction have left me wondering what to write about, how much to say. I have mixed feelings now about what I've been sharing and with whom; I know from my journeys in blogland that this is a common enough struggle but the weight of it hadn't quite hit me before.

In the meantime, I am adoring the feeling of summer's beginning. I'm not tired of sunshine nor of birdsong and only wish for more strains of music from ice cream trucks. I am tired of firecrackers at all hours on any given night, but that's not dimming my enthusiasm overall very much. I'm making lists and researching festivals and hoping to squeeze out every drop from these long days (work notwithstanding).

2 comments:

Natalie said...

hoping to squeeze out every drop from these long days... yes!

Juddie said...

Sounds like a good place to be, despite the blogging doubts. I do love birdsong and the promise of long, dreamy days.

Gee ... Dean seems to be growing up fast, to my eyes at least, as I only see photos when I check in every few weeks.

I hope your summer is full of happy moments and calm reflection.